Once upon a ladybug

Last July 13th, I found a ladybug beside me while on a cabride. It took me awhile to take a photo of it because it was way too “malikot”.

But, at least I finally got a shot at it.

I know ladybugs have a meaning and that they are messages from the beyond.

“The appearance of a ladybug heralds a time of luck in which our wishes begin to be fulfilled. Higher goals and new heights are now possible as worries dissipate. New happiness comes about. This insect cautions not to try too hard or go too fast to fulfill dreams but letting it just flow with its natural pace. This symbolizes not to be scared to live your own truth and to protect it and that it is yours to honor.”

It simply means to just let go and Let God. β€οΈπŸ’•

Thank you for showing up in my life ladybug! 🐞 




Will you see me?

Every person just want to be seen by someone they loved.

To be seen is to be accepted.

To be seen is to be understood.

To be seen is to be loved.

And you can never truly love until you can truly say: “I see you.”

When you say, “I see you” it is that moment that you’ve seen your beloved scared, petrified, in her most vulnerable state and yet you still love him or her.

When you say, “I see you”, it is the time that you finally are able to look beyond your projection of how your lover should act the way you want him or her to be but to truly accept him or her, warts and all. 

It is to embrace everything about him or her, the dull and the crazy, the times she is silent, the times he does not agree, the times she becomes increasingly annoying, the times he won’t listen, the times she attacks you, the times he walks away to his cave and the times her wave crashes.

I see you means to recognize the love that is before you. The love that you share despite the disagreements, and when you don’t see eye to eye. 

I hope one day you will truly see me. 

Will you, really? 


The girl who loved too much

I’ve always believed that one never loses when one loves the most. Some wisdom I live by in relationships are: “never be afraid to be the one to love the most” and that “you never lose by loving”

And,  I believed and Lived all of them. 

After all that is said and done, when you gave full out and 100% and it is still not working and you are not enough or perfect for the person… there are no regrets.

One day, you will remember me as the girl who loved you the most. 

That, sometimes I get to forget myself in the process that I too, need to give and love myself. 

The past few weeks, I have been choosing me. And I feel great! Better, even.

And even if I am accused that I get to be disrespectful in his own perspective… I rest in the comfort that I know who I am. And I never intended to disrespect. 

In the end, Love prevails.

My love for myself and the love I had for you, it is slowly transitioning. And there is peace within. 

May you always journey well. 

Thank you for taking the train with me.

Maybe, I need to get off the next station or maybe not. 

I leave it all to the Universe this time.


Loving you much


Of golden arrows and frozen hearts

I was watching Huntsman(Winter’s War) with my family and the message hits home.

I was about to relate myself to Ice Queen about being betrayed and a love lost…. And how I felt that is what I would feel after having lost a love you once had.

But, then the movie reminded me that sometimes our “perception” or the way we look at things or the way things seems to us may not be real. But, just a mere projection. And it is not the truth.

And, then just like that we discount all the love we had for one another and believing a “lie” of “what is”. 

In a relationship, it can be a challenge, a rocking of the boat, a temporary setback. We failed to communicate what happened and chose to ignore and become silent or if we do communicate, we attack one another, shooting arrows against each other’s grievances. 

Some people can be given second chances.. Others not. And we would look forlornly to a love that we lost just because we failed to communicate with love and kindness. 

And to all those lovers out there who may be undergoing something, I may have failed on mine.. You might be giving yourselves a chance.

By choosing love instead of attack. Choose kindness even if your love one attacks you.

Also, not all the time your love one will react the way you want him or her to and with that comes a mile long understanding and patience.

Just remember, that Love can thaw a frozen heart and TRUE LOVE indeed conquers all.

Find that someone who would not walk away from the simple rocking of the boat…. Find someone who chooses to stick with you. Someone who will truly accept you on your bad days as well as your good.

And if you do… Never let them go… Welcome that golden arrow. πŸ’•β€οΈπŸ’πŸ€πŸ˜β€οΈπŸ’•

You dont have to change….

for love… Cause you already are enough.

Goes the lyrics of the song “Change for Love”.

I was weeping because i was remembering the good old days with boo, where i’d wake up early and catch up with him before breakfast and then before going to bed where we would stay cuddled. 

Nowadays, it’s nothing like that. I’m lucky if i get a good morning or a good night kiss! 😘

And i miss those days…. 

I’m still getting the hang of it but i know being too clingy like i was before suffocates a man and they’d eventually get bored like what hapoened to us. Routines are boring i guess. 😩 *sigh* 

This too shall pass. But, im glad the angels reminded me… I am enough… 

Are you one call away?

This one is a sweet song πŸ’•β€οΈ It’s comforting and lets your girl know you’d be there.  πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚β€οΈπŸ’•

I always feel *kilig* when i hear this song. Its a wonderful thought to have someone special where you dont get scared to reach out because you know you wont be rejected but will be received. I want to be received πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜β€οΈπŸ’• by the one I love. ❀️

So men! If you have someone you love by your side don’t hesitate to give the love and receive her well. That in turn inspires her to be the woman she should be. ❀️