that I cannot help but forgive him at the end of the day.
But, I know it is best that I keep my distance since I am not needed in his life anymore.
I only bring annoyance to him.😭😭😭
In our relationship, I have always held my hand for him to reach out anytime even when he rejects me over and over. To love him is to understand him and to love him is to use up all my strength and courage.
But, today… I cannot be the strong woman for now.
I am still hurting.
My very core has been mocked by someone I treated as a best friend and someone I really loved. 😭😭😭