and indeed it was a W.I.L.D… one *insert song Wild One ft. Sia*
in case one needs a refresher… I coined WILD as “wonderfully, interesting, love filled days” and indeed my 2013 was filled with that!
Wonderfully interesting by pushing our Liwanag World Festival last February 2013 and by late July, early August my love filled days started and it’s been brewin ever since up to now…. and my heart is desiring for a forever here. [insert song: First Day of Forever] *may the love angels guide us* Yes, there’s something sweet in that desire. Right, boo?
Everyone I know was going through a whole lot of ups & downs. In fact, this year is one tough year for everyone. It was a year of “losses” – be it personally, financially, emotionally, physically…….. I lost a good close friend of mine… Yan2x…. but I know he will always be remembered in my heart. And a lot of my good friends and loved ones lost someone who are close to their hearts too. Also the calamities that devastated parts of our country was equally depressing. However, let this all be not for naught but always cherish and remember our loved ones. Remember our good times with them…because they are never gone… they will always live in our hearts. Meantime, may it teach us to be more present with one another and to always give our all…. When it comes to relationships. Take chances that are there for the taking because we never know what would happen next…… and say the words you would want your loved ones to hear….. because today can be the last day or the first day of your life….. The year was filled with expose as well as the spotlight shifts to our corrupt government officials. *insert explicit words here* It was in fact a year of drama or turmoil if you choose to suffer that long, but at the bright side of everything … is that sometimes… some things needs to fall apart so we can choose the pieces we want to stay in our life…..
This year, I had to go through bouts of confusion in matters of career, because I was confused with all the opportunities unfolding to the point of “I don’t want to move” or “I don’t know what to do”. But, I did try new ventures and found out it was more of an added skill to what I can do one day to support me for a larger purpose which is to be of service to the Filipinos and ultimately the humankind. By spreading LOVE and in more tangible terms… giving each one sustainable support and empowering them to go find their own path. I even thought of moving out from home… but felt it wasn’t the right time. Yet.
To everyone who braved the year 2013… I congratulate you! Two more challenging years up ahead and we are well on our way to adjusting to the thinning veil of materialism and externals versus valuing what truly matters most to each and every one of us. And that is: what we feel beyond the physical… love, relationships, & spirituality. Just hold on to what matters most and all will not be lost. J Make sure you pick up the worthy ones! Pass up good, wait for great! If you found yourself something great…. Hold onto that and fight for your true heart’s desires….. they don’t usually come around for a second time! 🙂
This year, I’ve experienced various individuals who tested my patience. More like, I’ve encountered people I would rather not deal with in matters of business affairs and personal encounters. Also, betrayal of trust was one issue I tackled, however God always spares me and keeps me from harm while at the same time able to teach me a lesson. I also encountered my bitchy self twice this year. And I know, I ought to trust my intuition more. And now, I know when to stay or leave without prolonging the agony. Ive also learned how to forgive myself for making stoopid mistakes now and then. *face palm*
But then, it was good that on February, I did a spring cleaning of my heart….. Forgiving and letting go of past hurts and angers…. In order to bring in love again… and he arrived on an August day… like a gentle koala with his eucalyptus… and he was just right before my eyes pala… I just have to open my eyes…. [insert song: open your eyes to love]
This year was also wedding-filled!! 7 weddings! But only managed to join the 5 weddings. My closet is filled with dresses na! I was secondary sponsor on 2 weddings, one I was the candle, and another towel. To all the newly married couples for the year 2013… I wish you all the best and may you inspire more people to love and cherish their chosen ones! and mind you, they were all couples and partnerships that I admire because each has their own spark and uniqueness and they inspire me.
[shout outs to: Rey & Karyl (Urdaneta) – you are a young couple, however I see the love and commitment that is rare sa age nyo… it inspires me!, Kuya Noli & Ate Tere (Batangas) – ive seen you together 4 years ago and we thought you were just friends! Mag boyfriend pala eh!!, Kuya Jaime & Ate Beth (Tagum – may 26) – huwaaa your goal while you were under me Ate Beth was to plan your wedding… you have no idea how your partnership and devotion to Kuya Jaime inspires me. Meynard & Fran(june 8) – when I heard your love story… I was deeply touched and moved. Kuya Eli and Ate Precious(july 20) – your story is similar to mine.. so that’s why I understood what you guys had to go through… and look at you all pregnant and happy already! Bords &Regine – you are a cute couple! best wishes!! Cris and Ate Jill – Huwaaaaa!! You’ve seen me both in my brokenness and happiness…. And it is with your partnership that inspires me to also not give up and to keep opening my eyes….]
Despite everything in 2013, I am super grateful for one gift God gave me. 🙂 He is a gift because; I love who I am becoming because of him. And I know it to be true. I know he wouldn’t like it if I mention his name here…. But you know who you are sweetheart! To us, the challenge is… the gift of patience, anticipation, and building the foundation to a lasting worthy partnership…. I don’t know where it will take us… but I’ll be holding you in my heart as you will hold me in yours…. It won’t be hearts and flowers or rosy all the time…. But always remember, if there’s a fall out…. that won’t change my love and respect to you. Kisses hugstight
This year for BDJ’s checklist: Here’s what I managed to cross off:
*Allow yourself to make mistakes
*Build your own blog/website – I opened a new theme this year….. @ tumblr
*Buy flowers for your mother – during her birthday! She loves flowers!!
*Clean your playlist – I did!! Whoopeee!
*Dance in the pouring rain – who doesn’t love to be childlike every now and then?
*Drink more water and less soda – check!! Altho I did drink more soda this year than last year
*Eat more fruits and less sweets – yup! Less chocolates and cakes this year!
*Face your greatest fear – JUMP!!! Jumping off the Hayahay rock! Believe me that wasn’t just a fear…. It’s trauma that I overcame from that jump!
*Get your fortune told – Uhmm does pulse reading count?
*Give compliments – Yup!!!
*Google yourself – I have sooo much digital trail … I plan to take them off one by one one day!!
*Jump off a high cliff into the ocean – well, it wasn’t a high cliff… it was just a short jump.. but that was a big deal for me *refer to greatest fear*
*Laugh your heart out
*Learn a new song and dance – chicken dance!! Whoops kiri whoops!!
*Learn a new sport – Kayak!!!
*Learn how to drive – more like polishing my driving skills. More confident now. Parking na lang!
*Learn to forgive yourself and others
*Learn to say No
*Let go of your past – supercheck!
*Make a baby laugh – haha all the time!
*Make someone a good cup of coffee – yup!!
*Own a pet and take good care of it – Chichay!!! *here* (October)
*Plant a tree – @ Maa Watershed offsetting our LWF carbon footprint (August)
*Play a game of poker with your friends and bluff a hand – new year 2013 with my childhood friends!
*Say “I Love You” to someone special – Bootsulit! *kiss*
*Smile at 100 strangers
*Sort your wardrobe
*Take a holiday trip with your Best Friend! – Bee! But it was more of business pleasure? But well it was really pleasure naman! Haha (August)
*Throw a huge party with your cousins – Bridal Shower (October)
*Update your resume
*my first PPA meeting (Potential Problem Analysis)
*spirit keeper of Happy Team Campaign (politics)
*meeting the Filipino Chinese businessmen here in Dabaw
*First Book reading of I am Maria!
*filing a police report
*got a license from IC
*organized a bridal shower for my cousin
*Life Of Pi, Les Miserables, White House Down, 4 Sisters and a Wedding, Girl, Boy, Bakla, Tomboy
*Liwanag World Festival 2013 preparation and days
*Lunch with Joey Ayala at the Adventurer’s abode, Dinner at Kublai’s home! (spontaneous!)
*MISSION Reunion @ Davao
*My Birthday Celebration (spontaneous!) everyone just went sa bahay! Huwaaa everyone that mattered to me. We watched a movie till sawa!!! It was just casual and chill
*Hosted THE RSA with a bang! Huwaaaaa! I did it well and a lot of people congratulated me whoopee I don’t think I want to do it again though. Nyahahaha. Scared the wits out of me!
*Ikepono Gathering (April – Davao)
*meeting Ate Claire after a year sa Leap! J
*attending Milo’s concert! A popular indie European musician, who is the cousin of Ate Maya.
*meeting Justin Garrido of Socialproject.ph
*Bowling with Ikepono peeps!
*with Kath and her hubby, gift giving @ Malinaw Elementary School
*met ate Meg!!
*Blue moon date with Boo
*joined Million March (peaceful way) – singing
*Kuya Atho arrives
*huge waves @ Hayahay!!!
*BBQ Party – convergence with the Lightworkers
*Ate Au’s Birthday (Paradise in the morning, with Dr. Vic’s talk, plus dinner @ Sarung Banggi).
*Movie date: Harry Potter with Boo
*Boo & Trish episode so cute!
*Full moon Lunar Party @ Ilawod House Warming
Kapampangan Ilokano talk with Boo
*DXN’s 14th Anniversary!
*Rainbow in Club Med, Cherating Beach (Nov. 19)
*DXN’s 20th Anniversary!
*days and nights with Boo
*Lake Agco, Hayahay (4), Cebu, Bohol, Tagum, Paradise Island (2), Sea Grass (1), Padada (2), Marbel (3), Eden Nature (1), Manila (4), Baguio (1), Malaysia (1), Bangkok (1),
Discovery Workshop Cebu, Heart Quest 4(5 sessions),
Ikepono (March Davao), Ikepono (April / Manila), Discovery (level1), Level 2 Breakthrough (2)
BOP, PCTC, Wealth Management Forum, Wealth Workshop with Russ, Surrender to Love, The Shift, Club Med Cherating International Seminar (DXN)